Butiaba, Uganda, May 27, 1914

Dear Ones All:

        At last, though it is almost 10 oclock A.M. I will begin this letter. We are having special meetings now evenings so I must do my writing in the day time and as John works out on the road every A.M. and the children go with him I am pretty free from annoyances except the people who want to sell and I have been buying almost every thing that came along this morning and now I think they have all pretty well dispersed and I am left with the boy who is fixing turnips for dinner and as he never saw them before I must run out once in a while or likely he will put the peelings on and throw out the good part.; besides these there are new potatoes and squash pie - yum yum! want some too?

        Well the latest news is that there is no news and wont be til June 22. We had mail on May 7th and that is the last til June 22 we were told - of course that means that we cant get any mail out either so last week I sent some postals by way of Irumu and hope they will then go by Fort Portal and Entebbe and Mombasa then you ought to get them before you get this - but if they go by way of the west coast then there is no telling when you will get them. Please let me know when you do get them - yours Cora, was a birthday card. and yours mama was a Card with an S” in the corner.

        Well, Lora I haven’t answered your long question letter yet and in the last mail Alice your letter came enclosing the will and papers to be signed and some from the County-Clerk but I don’t really know whether those must be signed or not and with the others I dont know whether they must be signed before men - I’d have to go to the Boma to do that as there is no man here but John - Think tho that I’ll have two of the Ladies sign up and if it isn’t right then I’ll have to do it over. I’m so sorry that it is taking so long this time before getting them sent back to you - but as it can’t be helped I don’t know what more we can do. We are certainly having about all we can stand of worries and fretings over things that we don’t know what to do about. It has been six weeks since Mulungit and his crowd should have been here and we have not heard one word from them and last week we sent two of our people to Kilo to learn if they had been heard of there and last night one came back and said a white man met him on the way and sent him back and that no letter can go to the Chief De Poste unless it is in an official envelope - so the only thing to do is to write and send it by mail and that takes so long - we would have done that before but thot one of our men would go quicker and bring an answer right back. John really ought to go but he has been so miserable since he got back from Aru that he ought not to go again and then too it leaves the station without a man which is undesirable - and then the uncertainty of not knowing whether or not we would find then even if we went for them - not being positive that they were allowed in the Congo. The thing that we are afraid of is that they have perhaps been shut up in prison for not having the exact papers - they are awful strict about having boys from Uganda come over here and it may be the fellow at the landing place was not very particular and didn’t give them all the papers necessary or something else and these terrible Belgian Officials are awful to deal with as they don’t consider the natives as human beings but animals and they have no sense - not even common horse sense, most of them and especially if they are mission boys they seem to take a special delight in tormenting missionaries. We have written to Kasenye - the place where they landed and think now it is best we wait for an answer from there but that takes so long even if answered promptly and the Officials aren’t usually in much of a hurry. ((((The worst of it is there is a girl among them who is expecting a baby now most any time - Of course Alta thot they would be right with them all the time and she could see to her, but they really had no business bringing along a girl at all and especially not one in that condition but it is Alta’s doings - even though her father objected - but what he should have done was to say no! and enforce it.)))

        But so it goes and what we have to do is to do the best we can and leave the rest and not worry but it is so hard to know what is the best in this case. If we should go and not find them and John get sick we would be very sorry and if we don’t go and the boys are suffering some place and we could give them relief we would feel awful badly about it too. If we were sure they are in the Congo we would go even tho John would be pretty sure to be done out for awhile. He never goes on trips any more without having to spend some time in bed when he returns and the last trip to Aru was awful hard on him and for two weeks or more he just could hardly navigate - is feeling quite well again and even strong. We are quite determined that if he goes I will go too and then he wants to take the children too and that would be quite expensive and unnecessary but of course we wouldn’t feel so much like rushing if we took them with us. I don’t care a bit about going, I’d rather stay here but I feel so concerned about the boys and I know that Mr. Hurlburt would have gone for them long ago and I feel that we ought to carry out his wishes as much as possible. And too, we don’t want them to think we are not concerned about them and are careless for there isn’t one but would risk a good deal to help them but the question is would it accomplish anything to go. The trip would take at least three weeks at the shortest and likely more.

        I thought perhaps John might make up his mind suddenly that we would go so I better get this letter off and as many more as I could. It’s such a long time til the mail goes that we ought to get everything pretty well answered up.

        Do any of you remember that vase that Becca gave me - it stands high and was sort of a Japanese ware - always was so good for a big bunch of flowers and made a nice ornament when not in use. Well the boys were playing with a cloth ball one day and hit that vase and knocked it down from the mantel and broke the top off but I thot it would still be alright to put flowers into but when I put water in to put some flowers into it I found a long crack that let the water stream out so it is of no use but looks and those aren’t very great since the top is all off. I miss it so as we used it so much.

        We had such a nice squash yesterday - it was so dark yellow inside - most like the hubbard. Of course everyone wants seed but we managed to keep some for ourselves. What we had left as vegetable I made into a pie which is not as short as the best quality for the simple reason that the fat is rather on the short side because the boat didn’t bring my order over. But wont there be heaps of stuff when it does come. It is now time to finish off the dinner and I thot I would call John this noon and get a walk out of it. He is making a level path out to some villages so that we can go out on wheels and now he is getting quite a ways away and as he has no watch and mine has taken a notion to gain like sixty - just the same trouble as before Miss Simpson took it home - he is without a time piece so we call when dinner is ready.

        Last evening he got caught in a rain and I did too almost as bad - He took a long walk to see where he wanted the road to go and as it was getting near supper time I thot I would walk out to meet him as it looked as tho it might rain and then we couldn’t take a walk after supper - so I went and went and got to the end of the new path and onto the old and a woman told me he had come home by the old path so I skipped along fearing I’d be caught and got in just as it began to sprinkle but John had not returned, the woman was talking thro her hat - and John got fairly well soaked before he got in.

        Now I’ll go. ---------------- Here again. 2 P.M. But I can’t write very well as I’m eating an ear of roast corn. It is just beginning to come in now and it tastes so good. Had pancakes this morning with some in them - say by the way if you ever want to get anything in the line of a pancake griddle get that one from M. Ward & Co. that is like a narrow griddle holding three cakes and then three separate individual ones attached to the big one. It makes them so nice and round by dropping the dough into the single ones and then flopping them over into the big one. Gribbles had one and he let me use it while he was staying with us and it is still here. We seldom have pancakes but lately we have sort of a notion for them.

        I’m getting our order off to M. Ward this next mail for Xmas. Seems rather funny to be thinking ot Xmas already but I’ll tell you if one doesn’t think of things in time you’re pretty well left without anything. We are getting a clock as I am afraid this one will give out sometime and then we’d have nothing and it is so awkward to be without a time piece. Do you know what we have in that line? It is the one papa got for me the first time I came out - a little alarm clock - cost something less than a dollar - and it has done fine; it loses now every night when I wind it I set it about ten minutes ahead and then it is about right in the morning and we at least start the day right. Now the one we are sending for is 3NP7912 - a Seth Thomas make and very plain. Another extravagance is a Barber scissors - I have such a time when I cut the three heads of hair; my scissors are all old and not at all sharp and there is usually enough fuss to get them to sit still when the scissors work right. I want to send to Nairobi for pocket knives with a chain to them for the boys. and nearer Xmas time will get some nuts and dates too.

        John has just come up from the garden and says it is awfully hot down there - he is just about all knocked out. He was feeling quite a bit better and it seems just that little that he walked fast to get out of the rain last night has upset him again so it is rather hard to decide to start out on a long trip like going to Kilo. He gets sort of giddy and staggers so he must walk with a cane. He had that trouble since his last trip and then was getting over it but yesterday seems to have brought it on again.

        He went at the organ again last Sat. and recovered the bellows all over and it went much better and then we felt so good but he was fixing at the reeds and the more he did the worse it got so it is just the same as before and now he has given it up - can’t imagine what else is needed and thinks the wood is at fault having been so soaked perhaps the wood is warped and does not fit as it should. Now he is doctoring up the little organ it has been squeaking and wheezy for some time. And now Cora here is a mission for you if it is convenient; we want some more springs for the Bilhorn organ we have - Style 3 Bilhorn Folding Organ - Two pair of springs. Now how to send them is the question. But I suggest this: send them to M. Wards and order enough more to make about a three pound package or seven pound or even eleven pounds and let them send all parcel post.

        Anything for the children in the line of kindergarten or school helps - I need a table cloth too or anything you may think of that one always needs and then send in the bill to us. One of the springs now is a piece of old saw and either one may give out any time and I do pity the rest of us as well as John if he can’t have something to play on. Then if you go to the Bilhorn Music store for the springs see what they have in five octave folding organs and send us a catalogue and prices if possible and not worrying you too much. There Cora you have your orders. Now mama, I would like something that has the next years Sunday School lessons in for the boys. Something like Torrey’s little red book on the List of the lesson or something that would have the lesson for the whole year. We get them in some of the papers but not regular and then always behind hand. I’d like some helps too not just the lesson from the Bible. Soon now I want to start them in regular work in school and then I think they ought to have the Sunday school lessons too. I could read to them stories from the Bible and always have talks with them on Sunday and every evening but I’d like to think I am teaching the regular lesson that the rest are getting. I tell you what, you always want to know what to get us for Xmas that can be your gift to the family. See? and Lora - John has taken such a fancy to ginger we wondered if it would be possible for you to get some ginger roots to us when they are in season - so we could plant them. You will know perhaps whether they would live or survive the trip.

        Just happened to think Cora that there might be some cretonne procurable at M.W.’s Something that would go nice with the things in our room - grey and pink - either color predominant. I must get something for curtains at the clothes closet and the windows and a cover for a trunk and think you might be able to find something in their catalogue.

        Well I have been a long time fooling around and now have put the potatoes into the oven to bake for supper - the boy is having an extra lesson at this hour.

        John has finished the organ and it goes very well --- he just said that I should write that if you mama come out you should bring a five octave folding Bilhorn and we would settle with you later. Even if we should go home soon there are always people who would gladly pay the price for one and we could easily sell it and get another when we got to America. We don’t want it sent out tho as freight-only if you should come then bring it along. --No more sending organs as freight for us please. This little one has lasted well and such hard wear - on safaris and all over and still pretty good only it is getting old and may give out anytime.

        I must write Aunt Annie and tell her how much we appreciate her vegetables. Have so enjoyed the beans and the vegetable oysters and now the cabbage is coming on and John is so fond of it and we have never been able to raise any with nice heads but this is doing fine and we are looking forward to sourkrout.

        The papers came in last mail also the typed copy of funeral etc. was so very glad for it and shall always keep it. Tell E.H.B. “thank you so much for it all” The Messengers I am reading as I get at them - having no mail for so long makes one appreciate the extras. Tell Mrs. Urban that I am very grateful to her for saving them for me. We haven’t received any Messenger for awhile but perhaps they have stuck some place and will come next mail. Did you mean you were sending a Republic to us? There has none come yet but I thot that perhaps as you sent the typed copy there would be nothing more in the Republic or it may come next mail too. All these things come and I try to think that it must be different without papa and think how happy he is now and all he knows about things how they are and how they are going to be but with it all I find myself again and again expecting him at home when we go there again. I can’t make it seem the natural thing yet that he really has gone from us. I don’t believe I ever will be able to realize it until I have been home and learned to adjust myself and thots to things as they are now. I do so hope you are planning to come out mama. Some days I am so sure of your coming that I am planning what we will do and what nice times we will have together picking over wool for comforters and doing so many little things that I haven’t had time for yet but think by that time I will get at it. Don’t just dismiss it and say you can’t for it wont only be for our pleasure but think how much more intelligently you could speak on mission subjects for you would have such a chance to study them in so many different countries and denominations. Where John is making the path now it is so lovely to go for a walk as it is along side of a hill along the deep valley to the front of us and the views are something grand – really I don’t believe there is anything to surpass it in the world - don’t see how it could. Now Lora, you add your persuasive powers for I know you are just as anxious to have her for a visit as we are. And what an education to get around so far - I know you don’t need the theoretical education for you have all that but to really see is much better and not to be compared with reading. Think! Consider! Reflect! and Decide! then Come!!!!!

        Can’t tell you Cora where you will find Bilhorn Brothers but John was there before and got some springs and says its down in the business part someplace and you can look them up in a Directory, can’t you?

        We have had a siege of sickness here for about a week we were all down but the children. I was feeling miserable and thot it might be fever but had no rise in temperature until toward the end and then only a little but I finally went to bed one P.M. but was up again the next morning. First Miss Hurst came down with fever and then Miss Harland. Miss Stirton was taking care of them but she is so stiff with Sciatica that it is hard for her to get around. John was in bed most of the time that week and then I finally gave up one Sat. P.M. Miss Harland is quite miserable yet at times with her stomach but otherwise we are alright again.

        Must stop now.

        There! Just got the vegetable oysters put on for soup for dinner - there’s a recipe in the last Woman’s Home Companion that sounds good - I always made it like we do; regular oyster soup but this has a few more flomadoodles to it. My it is so dark I can hardly see - the clouds are blowing in awfully this morning makes it seem as tho it was snowing. John has not gone on the road this morning because it looked so much like rain - he has set the men to work and he is playing the organ. Of late he has been so interested in the old German songs and you know I have Aunt Cora’s Hymn book and he plays from that all those good old songs that just hearing them played puts one into a worshipful mood because of the memories connected with them. Page 456 has always been my favorite and whenever I go to the organ - which is very seldom - I play and sing that one and the next one to it makes one think it is summer and the church windows are open and the birds are singing while the preacher - Mr. Schutte usually is preaching. We got the College Chronicle with his picture and biography in. I can’t realize that either. Yes indeed I do think papa and Rena and Mr. Schutte are enjoying one anothers company. How fast they are going.

        I’ve signed up everything and hope it is alright. Alice if you don’t write without hurtig your leg Lora and I will soon wish you would hurt your leg about once a month, not so, Lora. We certainly did enjoy your letter and want you to do it again for it is as different from mama’s as if you lived in a different country. Please don’t let it be another year and a half before you write again. Why you’ll forget how. Of late Claudon sticks “but though” into everything - He says “Well, I want you to but tho”. Yesterday he fell on his nose and scratched himself awfully and made his nose bleed and had hardly stopped crying for that when down he went out of the back door onto his poor nose again and made it bleed again then the first thing this morning he fell again and we have told him he’ll rub it right off his face if he doesn’t look where he is going. He falls so much and I can’t see why. His slippers are about the right size. Its when they have shoes that don’t fit that they seem awkward and tumble around a lot. He is so tanned - looks like an Indian. Sometimes he wears socks like the English do and from above his knees to a little above his shoetops he is so very brown that I don’t like to put anything onto him but long stockings so as to cover it up. they have both been so well for quite a while now and I am not giving them much quinine - only about 2 grains a week.

        What a joke on the flowers but really it was too bad you didn’t get yours. We do enjoy having some in the house once in a while. Have a few roses and now one carnation is blooming in the garden but these on the veranda don’t seem to do very well so far as blooming is concerned. Have some salvias blooming and of course they do make a nice show. Its rather hard to get seedlings started - they come up alright but something seems to eat them off before they get much more than above the ground. I did want so much to get some pansies agoing but the little seed I had only a few came up and then those were taken. I have something a growing that mother S. sent me the seed and I planted it in the garden then set the plants up here and they are just growing and growing and not blooming. They look a little like Sweet Williams. I don’t care much for them and will put something else in when I get something agoing. But I’d like them to bloom before I root ‘em out.

        Sat. Morning; Mail leaves tomorrow, so I’ll add a little before folding these up. I really ought to write a lot yet but I will write again next week - the boat seems to be making an extra trip but we are glad of it as we haven’t had a chance to send out mail for a long time. We have had two mails within the last week - in the first one your letter, mama, came of March 28th and finally some came from you Lora, 4 - no three letters and a card - and last night a parcel with a piece of goods - tan with red dots and you never said you were sending anything so I was surprised and a parcel from Father S-. We were so glad for them all and another good thing was that we had a letter from Mr. Miller at Dungu saying that Mulungit and his crowd got there about May 6 - If we weren’t glad to hear that for we had never had a word to know where they were and if John had been well enough we would have gone to Kilo to look for them.

        Now I’m chuck full of talk and would like to rattle on for the whole day but there are some others that I must get off and so I’ll continue next week and try not to forget anything. I am so very sorry that this will business has taken so long - here is a coincidence that isn’t very common: In last mail Miss Hurst got about the same thing that I did, only it was an uncle that died and some of the property was divided and she got papers to sign and return at once and she too has had to wait so long before replying.

        I will put a card in that Mrs. Haas sent of some pictures she had taken but they didn’t come out very well.

        Miss Hurst got a parcel from her sister last night with chocolate Easter eggs in it and this morning she called the boys down and gave them each one and how tickled they are. She had given C. a little fluffy chicken for his birthday and now they are putting these eggs under it so they will hatch - we have a hen setting now and they can hardly let her alone for wanting to see if the chicks aren’t out yet.

        Glad you suggested, Lora, about washing out ones ears for mine has itched so much and Miss Stirton is going to give it a cleaning with oil and the water. hope it will help my hearing, for it bothers me.

        But I think I really must stop now and write father. Only this yet last week our box came that fathers sent almost two years ago. Can’t imagine where it has been sticking but we got it and things are in perfect condition - they had sent some dry apples and they are so fine. They will be glad to hear about it.

        I’ve brot in about a half dozen cabbage heads and am going to make some sour krout then some day in about three weeks you can all come here for a krout dinner. Goodby for this time and expect another very soon. Hope you are all well and hard at it. We are feeling so glad since we know that the Kijabe Boys - Mulungit etc are well and safe. I had to take quinine again last night as I keep feeling like fever - yesterday I had a real struggle; I dont understand myself lately for I rarely knew what it was to get just real shakey tired but lately I cant do anything without feeling all done out. After walking up from the garden yesterday I was all perspiration and had to lie down and rest. Think I can sympathise with John better - for he cant do anything yet but watch the workmen.

        More later

        Lovingly Flo.

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